hmm

i'm really not sure how much i've been wrong about things, and how much i've been right
seems like there are things to question.
but it also seems like everything i question things so heavily, I end up being wrong. maybe

but what really gets me is
"i can pretty much go whichever night, cause (insert problem here)"
cool so lets hang out
"no i'm gonna be really busy"
wtf
wtf

you tell me i'm like a child, and i need to grow up. well fuck. don't treat me like a child then.
just tell me the fucking truth.
I might not deal with things the best way, but it doesn't mean I can't handle it.
honestly

nothing here really means anything. but i'm letting out the meaningless thoughts like you said

the reality is that i love you
i'm waiting for you
it's clear that you need the time.
i just hope my suspicions aren't right.